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eren yeager ([personal profile] trample) wrote2019-07-17 05:04 am

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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-09-29 12:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Plain as day, indeed. Ophilia recognizes it and knows how he feels all too well, even if she doesn’t know him. She doesn’t need to know who he is, where he’s from or what he’s done to know how it hurts. She’s experienced it firsthand, if only for a short while, so she’s familiar enough with the ache that she’d never wish it on anybody else. It’s why she feels compelled to offer him her hand, or sit at his side, or simply smile: she doesn’t want that for Eren.

It’s also why she’s glad he’s making an effort to try and meet her halfway. Eren goes to great lengths just to look at her and even further to talk to her, which tells Ophilia that he doesn’t want it for himself either. She beams, relieved by the fact. ]


No one said that you had to go it alone.

[ Ophilia holds his gaze for as long as he’ll let her. If she thinks anything of what she sees—of the uncertainty in his eyes, of the tension in his jaw—it doesn’t show on her face, nor does she make any mention of it. Eren allowing her this much is a gift, and she wants to treasure that. ]

There are people who care for you here, too, Eren. Of that, I am certain.

[ Her tone brooks no argument. Because she cares. She can’t speak to anybody else that might, but Ophilia cares. ]
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-09-30 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ It’s Ophilia’s turn to be surprised when Eren pays her a genuine, from-the-heart compliment. She’s heard it plenty from others before, and she’s learned to deflect them in a way that only further proves their point. From Eren, though, it almost doesn’t seem right. It’s the most honest she’s seen him since having met him.

Strange though it might be, Ophilia decides that it isn’t an unwelcome surprise. She likes that he’s become willing to open himself to new possibilities. She especially likes that he’s become willing to open himself to her, bit by bit, slowly but surely. ]


Perhaps not everyone. [ A part of Ophilia laments that she can’t say otherwise. ] But I’ve been helped by many a kind soul, and for that, I am grateful. I could never have made it as far as I have without them.

[ Which is more true than Eren might ever know. From the vault of her mind, myriad faces spring forth. She owes them each something. To some, she owes her thanks; to others, she owes her life and more. There are people without number she finds herself indebted to—her friends, her father and her sister especially—and she wouldn’t have lived to sit by him had they not chosen to help her in one way or another. They don’t account for everybody, though. Because Eren is right: for as many people as she is glad for having met, people like her are still rare.

But are they so rare that they warrant that look from him? Concern cuts a tense line through Ophilia’s brow. ]


Am I allowed to ask about where you’re from? The people—what are they like?
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-10-01 11:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ The look of abject shock Eren receives speaks where Ophilia does not. She’s experienced war, and because of it, she knows it, within and without. She knows where it goes, tragedy inevitably follows; where it goes, villages are razed, loved ones are lost, and children are without parents. The fact defines her as much as the robes she wears and the path she walks do.

It begs the question, then: what does war mean to someone who has not only experienced it, but also participated in it? Ophilia can’t even begin to fathom the answer to that. The grief she’s known is likely nothing in comparison to the bodies he’s seen, the cries he’s heard. That he was willing to take up arms on the moon in spite of what he’s suffered sits ill in her stomach, to say nothing of the ease with which he pulled the trigger. ]


I’m terribly sorry to hear it.

[ Ophilia tucks her knees under her chin and shrinks into her cowl, where she hopes her racing thoughts won’t find her. Her eyes withdraw with her, flitting away and down to their feet. She finds nothing there that might give her comfort, so she opts to try and change the subject. ]

But you have family there, don’t you? And friends? Surely it wasn’t all bad.
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-10-02 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ophilia regrets ever having asked. The feeling sinks into the pit of her stomach like a rock, and no matter how she sits or where her mind wanders, she can’t seem to rid herself of it. ]

… I’m sorry, Eren.

[ For a while, that’s all Ophilia can bring herself to say. She’s dredged up far more than he should ever forgive her for, and she fears that anything more might ruin what trust she’s worked so hard to nurture between them. But apologizing does, in some small way, help. It slowly works the knots raveled tight in her gut undone. ]

I cannot pretend to know the burden you’ve borne. What I do know, though, is that I’ve seen a selflessness in you that I rarely do in other fighting men. I haven’t forgotten about what you did for me—nor have I forgotten about the terrible mess you made afterwards.

[ The thought makes it hard to resist a smile. It remains hidden behind the cover of her knees, but it’s there in the crinkles of her eyes. Goodness, but if he didn’t look a fool then.

Without segue, Ophilia scoops up the box of half-eaten treats left abandoned beside them. If they must commiserate, she’ll insist that they at least do it on a full stomach. ]


I also know that these pastries are starting to go to waste, and we can’t have that!
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-10-02 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ophilia feels her face flush with heat when he offers her a taste of her own medicine. Her eyes dart to and fro between him and the pastry he’s holding, unsure of how to go about taking it. Eating it straight from his hand seems wrong—and incredibly embarrassing besides!—so she takes it from him first then samples it for herself.

Nothing about Eren’s expression tells her what to expect. Ophilia, however, makes no attempt to hide how she feels, her glee writ plain on her face. If that isn’t proof enough, her unvarnished squeal of delight almost certainly is. ]


Mm! It’s impolite to talk while eating, though. [ She thinks she’s being subtle by hiding her mouthful behind her strudel-less hand. ] Oh, but I love this one, too! What do you think?
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-10-02 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
So I’m beginning to learn.

[ Ophilia says so playfully, not that she’d ever be able to manage any sort of malicious bite. She allows herself a small, stifled giggle before she finishes off the last of her morsel.

Eren’s next offer requires a lot more thought on her behalf. Ophilia’s imposed on him more than enough for one evening—several evenings, in fact—so she thinks it best to pull her legs out from underneath her chin and start cleaning up. She doesn’t want to overstay her welcome. ]


I’m not often spoiled for choice, so I can’t say I have a preference either way. If you’d like to have dinner, though, you mustn’t let me keep you. [ She sets the lid back onto the box, then moves to hop back up onto her feet. ]
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-10-02 09:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ophilia’s first instinct is to protest, to tell Eren he’s gone to far too much trouble as it is, but she loses all coherent thought the moment he whisks her off to the door. Over the sound of her roaring heartbeat, she can’t hear much of anything, much less register that he’s speaking to her. ]

I-I beg your pardon?

[ Voice caught high in her throat, Ophilia stares at Eren incredulously as he jimmies the lock. None of this seems to bother him. Not his hand in hers, not his invitation to dinner with just the two of them—none of it. He takes both in stride, as if they come as easy as breathing to him. She almost has to wonder if there’s something wrong with her.

Swallowing hard, she wills her mouth open to speak. It’s all Ophilia can do to keep from stammering like an idiot. ]


Was I, erm… not supposed to? [ But perhaps more importantly: ] Do you not know how to unlock it?
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-10-02 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ What isn’t bothering her? Ophilia draws swiftly away, but Eren’s hand keeps her from straying too far. ]

N-nothing…? [ She enjoys lying as much as she is good at it—that is, not at all. Her skin is all aflame with embarrassment, and it gives her away entirely. ] But the keys! We mustn’t leave without locking the door and taking the keys!
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-10-02 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ In her current state, Ophilia decides it’d be best to table the lock-and-key argument for another time. Any discussion is bound to be unproductive, because Eren won’t budge and she’s probably seconds from spontaneously combusting on the spot herself. ]

I… see.

[ The weight of his gaze too much to bear, she drops her eyes and hangs her head. ]

Have you considered that perhaps it might, erm… give others cause for misunderstandings…? [ See: Ophilia. She is very much misunderstanding what it means to be dragged by the hand onto a dinner date with Eren. ]
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[personal profile] clodpole 2019-10-02 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ophilia’s chin comes up, her eyes flying comically wide. He cannot be serious. ]

But…!

[ Oh, but he is. Eren fully intends to stand by what he says regardless of how sound his logic may or may not be. Knowing full well she doesn’t stand a chance here either, she surrenders herself to yet another loss. ]

Y-yes. But of course. The gloves. [ She doesn’t sound convinced. ] Will we be gone long?